Hello, Beautiful.

Whoa, my favorite celebrity is definetly Robert Pattinson <3 He’s just SO gorgeous! I must admit that I check robertpattinson.org daily to look at what’s happening with him, and at he’s new pictures and stuff. I’m addicted! hahah.. oops.
Here are some of my favorite pictures of him, enjoy;

Good night!

Hey hey, you you, I wanna be your girlfrie…never mind, ugh IDIOT!

OK, so I have been thinking about this boy who I danced with on the party I wrote about belove here.
We attend at the same school, and he belongs to class-A while I belong to C. Last week, the week after the “birthday-party -weekend”, I was afraid that I would meet ‘him’ in the hallway, but all in the same I wanted to see him, and see if he would greet me. And because of all that I applied make-up everyday including eyeliner, last week (haha, I think I look even better with eyeliner)
I thought I had a little crush on him. Unfortunately I did not see him that whole week, and I forgot him a little bit

However, this week began and suddenly after class on Monday I was walking – alone – out of the pavilion, I saw him coming out of the school building. I have not had a crush on anybody on a L-O-N-G time, so the sudden tickling feeling in my stomach confirmed my little crush on him.
Sooo… just walking and walking and walking a little more, I approached him (and his friend) hoping he would look me straight in the eyes and say one simple “Hello”. But heeey, he turned around and threw a snowball on his friend just when I walk passed them. So I just continued walking past him thinking “What an IDIOT… Can’t even say a freakin’ hello!” and then “What?! I am the Idiot here – expecting him to notice me”
But I have changed my mind, He is the rude one here.
What’s wrong with you guys? Don’t even bother to say a little hello?
Oh.. maybe I’m exaggerating

I wish I had some delicious cupcakes in pretty wrappers! I deserve a treat.. haha.

Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP!

Hey! blæ.. what a day. Not exhausting, but mind disurbing. I am such a fool who call everybody bitches, backstabers, idiots and so on, when I am all that. I have to learn to S-H-U-T the f*cking U-P!!!!!!! One of the things that I hate about myself, is that I am such a blaber-mouth! Who am I to talk dirty sh*t about everyone else?! But I promise you, I WILL think before I speak from now on, before I ruin my life even more by living in regret!
And then again, I should also learn how to not care about what everybody thinks.

I wore this little dress from Forever21, with white pumps, at a little gathering.

just because I’m losing, does it mean I’m lost?

Scarf-H&M, Tanktop & trousers - veromoda, cardigan-Zara man, Leather jacket-Oasis, purse-Accessorize and boots-Moms

Hey, so the post I posted just recently is acutally old – from december. But since my blog is pretty empty, I decided to post it.
Anywho…the pitcure above is of me (duh..), just before leaving the house with my dad. I had to go shopping, to buy myself a book and something-something for the for the surprise party I was going to later that day.
It’s still kinda wierd that I was invited to that party. It was hosted by ‘his’ girlfriend, which means that she invited people. Well I don’t have any contact with her either- she is a year older – but my friends does.
‘He’ and I used to hang out – alot- before, which means back in preschool…. But, it was nice to be invited.

Well, my friends and I went. I have mixed emotions about it. Pissed off by the way my friends treated me, pissed off by how desperate I was after a boy, pissed off by how fat I looked like in that white dress, pissed off beacuse my so called BFF took my last drink, pissed off because of my behavior, pissed off beacause of my lack of self-confidence, pissed off beacuse I’m hard to entertain, pissed off of the way girls behave and last but not least freakin’ pissed off because boys will be boys.
um yeah…

So, I just done reading The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic. I think the first half was boring, and then in the second half finally the fun stuff began. I’m a bit disapointed, since I’ve heard so much positive feedbacks about it! But it doesn’t help when I compare it with the Twilight series. Its is very hard to find good love stories after reading the series..
But now I’m going to try Marian keyes’ “Anybody out there”

WHERE DO I START

Oh well, new day new opportunitys! That’s a saying in Norwegian. I think sounds good in English too, hehe.
This morning it was reeeally difficult to weak up and brush my teeth, because it is so dark and cold both inside and out- I can still feel that I’m pretty darn tired.. which means that I’m going to bed early! BUT, first I have to do all my freakin homeworks, gahh..
But before my I do my homeworks I thought I might write about myself, not only so you can get to know me better, but also because I enjoy to write about myself, to be quite honest!haha..

I’m a girl, born and raised in Norway since 1991. My parents are pinoys – and am pretty darn proud of it – and I have two older brothers.
My dream and goal in life is to find happines, which means -> not bothering about everybody else and what they think, just live my life – the way I want, and become a successful dentist. Is that to much to ask for? I don’t think so, because I belive that nothing is impossible! I think…yes and hey, I’m a very irresolute person. Lack of self-confidence?

ALL MEN ARE S C U M

Maybe not all men are scum… but at leaste 86% of them I know are!
I hate that they play with your feelings, just so they can get what they want. They can sa what ever without appearing desperate! But when YOU say hello, or at least something you feel, you look like a comlete idiot.
One day you are the girl in their life, and on the other you don’t even exist. It’s even worse when they actually are your friends, but suddenly they get the taste of popularity and forget you like a piece of shitt…

I have a tendency to expect to much and “fall in love” very quickly. So I guess I don’t have the right to say they are dogs, since I’m apparently the dumbass here! Why can’t I find a nice and funny, but still attractive guy who likes me for who I am?

How can I dislike them so much, but still adore them?

All I want for x-mas is… you! Sweet yet depressing.

CHAPTER ONE

This weekend has gone fast! On friday I just chilled all by my self here at home. Yesterday I went down to a friend, where we baked a gingerbread house, haha it is really amazing that we managed to build it! Reminds me that it is x-mas (soon). That was quite fun, although the atmosphere was a bit awkard.. long story! And today is the best day of the weekend, because it’s homework-day! wee…

Later I have planned to watch the handball match between Norway – Portugal! Love watching, hate playing!

(Our gingerbread house decorated with candy! yum)

Sooner or later I’m going to write more about myself, but now I have to do my chemestry, math, french and physics!
<3

NEXT

Well well well! In the end I finally got some time to create a new, fresh and clean blog! I’m going to write about almost everything, I think. Mainly about  my life and thoughts! I may not be the best English blog writer, but that’s why I am doing this, so I can change that:)

Enjoy my life..